Nan's story

1. Characters, the dialogues, the situations, it all fits. Something is holding me back. 뒤에서 잡다Something is makingn me anxious. That's different. If making you anxious, take a break. You just said write. That doesn't help. It's not easy.You know how hard writing is for me. It's torture. Self infected agony. 고통It's blood from a stone. 하늘에 별따기2. How you noticed by the way so sad alone?It wasn't re..

1. How was going?Where were you at?I'm still doing the outline. But I don't know if I want to write it. Why not?Because I'm afraid it's like stuff I've already done. Not possible. I thought we spend whole life with same thing.We do, but from different perspectives. 관점You've just gotta trust yourself. 2. Through your ears, I hear it. Through your eyes, I see. A world full of magic, full of possib..

1. The house in the film was here. Actually, they only built a pasade. The interiors were mostly shot in studio. What happened to the house?They had to tear down after the shot. Berhiman was looking for a small garden with old trees. That's part of why he picked this spot. The trees are still here, and you can also see where they took down the wall. 2. I just met you, seems like yesterday. You o..

아침부터 차를 몰고 청라국제 도서관을 다녀왔다. 탁 트인 창으로 보이는 풍경이 멋스러운 곳. 한국의 사회적 인프라가 이정도로 잘 갖추어져 있다는 사실은 나를 기쁘게 한다. 헉헉거리며 살아오며 여유를 갖지 못했던 몇 달을 이제는 보내고 마무리하고 있다. 내가 나 자신에게 주는 선물같은 시간이 오고 있다. 이 곳을 잘 마무리 하기를, 잘 충전 할 수 있기를...

1. Berhiman directed his own death. He decided everything in advance, the spot, the wood of caffine, what he wears. Jada from the foundation said after his wife died. He started believing in after life. He was the son of minister. So the questions of faith always followed him. Oh, God, why have you abandoned him?2. No one has known me better. I must have traveled thousands of places. Been so man..

1. Why his characters are always so awful?Why doesn't he show tenderness and lightness?There's loads in Penny and Alexander. =tonsTrue, but that came late. It's good that came late. He wasn't interested being light. He was dark. He want to explor that. It was fun for him. Why didn't he ever want to explor?Happiness. 2. Old friend, here we are, after all the years and tears. We've been through. I..

1. It's like a horror movie without catharsis.You point being. Usually, when you come out a horror movie, you feel reassured because you know it can't happpen to you.안심이 되는Not with crys and whispers. The solitude, the agony. It's the way things are. 고독, 공포No, it's not. It's a dream or more like a nightmare. I just hope had more fun in his life than in his movie. 2. You need to stop for a minute...

1. In practical terms, raising 9 kids directing 50 films not to mention plays seems like tall order.= difficult But in non-practical terms, the mothers raise all the 9 kids, and he didn't do a thing. How do you feel about that? I should I feel bad, right. No, just because you like him I wondering. You do, too. 2. Do you think you could fall for a woman like me? Cuz I find it hard to truth. I nee..

사회적 부모의 역할을 하며 살아야 한다는 것. 기본적으로는 자기 자신을 잘 관리해야 하며 그 다음 단계는 사회를 볼 수 있어야 한다. 나와 세상을 잘 바라보며 올바른 분별을 할 수 있기를...지속적으로 내공을 쌓는 정법공부가 나를 나답게 한다.

1. Then, there was a big reunion at his 60's birthday.Ingrid had persuaded him to invite everybody. Ingrid was adamant about reconstructing Berhiman's relationship with his family. 단호한So do you think you can creat a great body of work, and raise a family at the same time. A body of work of that scope.At the age of 42, Berhiman had directed 25 films, run a theater, staged many places. 2.I'm only ..